Kate Flora: Years ago, my mother’s Christmas gift to me—still a lawyer aspiring to be a writer—a copy of Rodale’s Synonym Finder. Over the years, as I transitioned from lawyer to writer, that book has always lived beside my desk, and lists of words have been taped to the wall above it. My family loved word play, and the dinner table was a lively place as we played with words and groaned at Brother John’s awful puns. I’m sure that some of the pleasure of creating my characters is seeing how distinctions develop among the ways they use words and how those distinctions arise from their backgrounds and the way they see the world.
After her stroke, when my mother was still determined to write her weekly column for The Camden Herald, she began one that described the late fall fields at the farm as “sere.” It was such a perfect, evocative word for what happens when the frost has taken away the color and the world becomes more monotone, more shades of fading gold and brown.
The character in my Joe Burgess police procedurals, trained by his mother to stop and see the world, often challenges me to slow down and see the world that he would see, and I am grateful. As I drive south on I-295 from Brunswick, I will pass what I call Burgess’s salt marsh, and observe how it changes through the seasons from brown in spring—land and mud nearly the same, to vibrant green in summer, to gold that deepens and then grows pale in autumn.
Slowing down and seeing and listening comes not only from my characters. It began with my mother, who was so passionate about observing life on her hilltop farm in Union from sunrises over the orchard and sunsets over Sennebec Pond. In her collection of columns, From the Orange Mailbox, she writes:
“. . . as we pass the autumn equinox, the earth is beginning to cool off. The chirping
fiddling insects quiet their night songs but come out at noon, warming themselves by
the stone walls, to sign their September tunes.”
She was a better observer of the land and the changing seasons than I am. I struggle to describe the smells of late August and September, when the plants are drying in the heat and the air smells of hot vegetation and dust and warm grass. When the air changes over from dry to the first faint scents of damp and decay. When a walk will bring the surprise of the season’s last roses, or smelling warm apples or the intoxication of ripe Concord grapes.
It is interesting that in my synonym finder, when I look up fall, I get descend, sink, slip, decline, diminish and wane, when we tend to see the word as inspiring thoughts of brilliant color, surprisingly blue skies, the bounty of harvests and invigorating air. I always remember driving from Augusta, when I worked in the attorney general’s office, east on Route 3 early in the morning, seeing the valleys and hollows filled with dense white fog against the purple shadows of hills, and passing fields of golden corn and the bright orange of pumpkins and roadside ditches filled with purple asters.
It is true that fall can be depressing—the great crescendo of color before the dark of winter—and make us sad. But it also is a time to take note, breathe in the majesty, and to feel vibrantly alive.
Grace Paley writes:
What is sometimes called a
tongue of flame
or an arm extended burning
is only the long
red and orange branch of
a green maple
in early September reaching
into the greenest field
out of the green woods at the
edge of which the birch trees
appear a little tattered tired
of sustaining delicacy
all through the hot summer
Or this thoughtful piece:
Lloyd Schwartz – 1941-
Every October it becomes important, no, necessary
to see the leaves turning, to be surrounded
by leaves turning; it’s not just the symbolism,
to confront in the death of the year your death,
one blazing farewell appearance, though the irony
isn’t lost on you that nature is most seductive
when it’s about to die, flaunting the dazzle of its
incipient exit, an ending that at least so far
the effects of human progress (pollution, acid rain)
have not yet frightened you enough to make you believe
is real; that is, you know this ending is a deception
because of course nature is always renewing itself—
the trees don’t die, they just pretend,
go out in style, and return in style: a new style.
Beth and I find fall our favorite time of year. I remember in my days of duck hunting, having to take off welcomed layers of clothing by ten in the morning when the sun warmed the land and watching the reverse parachutes of milkweed float skyward. I liked the challenge of following them until they vanished in a great sea of blue.
We were spoiled growing up on the farm. Nature-wise, at least.
You found the words. I saw, heard, and smelled the season, and felt the mixed emotions of a Maine fall. It’s still summer In southern New Mexico, where we have few green trees to turn yellow (and none that turn red or orange.) But the seasons do change, from 100 degrees to the eighties, from flowering cacti to fruiting cacti.A new set of wildflowers blooms. And the new baby lizards have hatched and are running around in the desert, perfect miniatures of the adults, one of the delights of September.
I would love to see those baby lizards
Thank you for this post. Fall has always been my favorite season. In some ways its because of school, I grew up with a schoolteacher and myself and my children in school has made it my favorite time of year. I could feel fall coming to Maine by reading this post. In Virginia, today was the first day that truly felt like fall when I went out to get the paper this morning. Love when the temperatures are cool enough that you have to wear a jacket. Cannot believe that its already September though; this year has gone by quickly.
Every sentence a pleasure to read.
This is beautiful, Kate. Now that we have moved back to Maine I find myself hiking our land and filling my phone with pictures. Sere is the perfect description.
Glad you are enjoying our fall. I could have done with a few more warm days, but it is perfect hiking weather!